The Challenge

I have been challenged by my new internet touchstone to start my own Mid-Thirties Life Crisis Blog. Well Kel, I started it not to long after I first read your blog. However I just don't think that my blog will ever compare to yours. You have inspired me to give this a shot. I am thinking that it might just be a form of therapy.

So here is to the challenge! Wish me luck!

Searching for Something

I seem to be searching for something in my life. I just can't seem to figure out what it is.

I went on a year long search for my high school sweetheart, but why?

I found him! Emailed him and heard back. It had been 6 years since we last spoke or spent time together. He has always been one of my closest friends. I have always adored him, secretly of coarse. Through the good and the bad. He is an exceptional person. Cute, funny, unique... what more can I say. I will always love this man.

A close friend of mine, once his and mine seems to think there is more to it. I don't know if there is more to this other than I felt the need to have him back in my life.

I am sure everyone has read a poem sent out about a Reason, a Season, and a Lifetime. Needless to say it talks about people in your life and what there purpose is being in your life. I will try to find it later and post it.

I seem to be fading out. I will write more later

Something New

I have been checking out different bloggs all night. I have read many interesting things about different people and read some crazy stuff about people. So what is the purpose of me starting this. Maybe it is a way to get my thoughts out, or who knows. This is something new! Lets give it a try.

Valentines day once again sucked, yet what can you really expect from a hallmark greeting card holiday. Yet it is nice to see all the flowers coming into the office and seeing smiles on deserving faces. Yet if you don't get flowers or candy from someone you think cares what then, are you not deserving of them, or are you just fooling yourself into thinking that he might care.