Always On My Own

If you read this on a daily basis I will put you to sleep. Don't do it.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Stair Master from Hell!

Today was what was supposed to be called a fun work day. We took the entire region to the Washington Nationals Baseball game. The Nationals play in the old RFK football stadium. It is a great stadium for baseball you can see perfect from any seat you are in. The only thing that sucked were the steps. We were in the top section and the stairs were at a 79+ degree angle and we had to go up to at least the 17th row. With two very tall steps per row you do the math. My legs and butt are killing me. I am not a fan of heights but once we got there I was okay.

I didn't get to see much of the game. This guy from another company that was having an outing with his associates was buggin the shit out of me. Our team gave each associate a $15.00 concession voucher and a Nationals Hat. Everytime I wasn't busy with my group all I keep hearing was come-on give me a hat and I will buy you a beer. This guy seriously the entire game just kept on and kept on. So we are leaving I had already sent the rest of the hats home with one of my managers and he is still harping on me. So I preceded to tell him exactly what I thought about him... I won't go there cause it really wasn't pretty.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I am a Slacker!

Yes! I am horrible about keeping up with this. It would be great if every time I have a hot topic or thought I was able to log on and blog about it. Unfortunately I would have to keep a computer on me all day and night. That is just not happening. I sometimes wonder if the really good bloggers walk around with a tape recorder in their pocket just for those moments that they do think of something really clever to write about. (I know crazy)

Here is an update on the Mr. Clean situation. Since my last post one or the either of us has been on vacation and not around much. I do run into him at work here and there. My co-worker made a comment that every time he sees me that he lights up and gets a big smile on his face. I continuously remind myself that he is not one of the magical Toads, just a plain old toad that doesn't turn into a Prince.

I miss hanging out with him though. I had such a great time laughing with him, and we had so much in common. UHG!!! Oh well that is over.

I haven't opened my door back up for any possibilities yet, not sure that I am going to any time soon. It really is time to get back to me being me.

School is going to start soon so I will be in full swing with my 9 year old. 4th grade, I can hardly believe that she are going into the 4th grade.

I volunteered to be the Assistant Coach for her Cheerleading Squad, what was I thinking. A new girl joined us today, she is from California she is 14, her cousin who is now her guardian told me that her mother died two months ago and she in now living with her. I am 33 and I can not imagine what my life at this age would be like without my mother, not to mention my daughters. I can't help tearing up every time I think about it.

For some reason I have been introduced lately to a number of people either through the internet or in my everyday life that are going through some major issues. Do you think someone is trying to tell me something? I have been feeling really sorry for myself lately not wanting to do anything. I need to be a little more thankful.

More later, I promise... (Maybe I should invest in that little tape recorder)