On the table!

This was an eventful day! Mr. Clean got smart with me because I walked past his office and didn't stop to say hello. I chose to say something to him about the match.com post that I stumbled on. He said that it had been on there for a long time. I let it go and then said, that I thought we were better friends that he would not lie to me. He said he didn't, I said how can you say it has been there for a long time, that he may have had an account for quite some time but the post had been recently updated and very current. I don't know why I expected something different but he did not respond, nor did he call on the way home.

I have not a clue of what is going to happen next, however I do know that I can not trust a person that has lied to me over something so dumb. I hold no relationship with him so there was not need to lie to me.

Friends With Benefits

Well, I have turned into exactly what I didn't want to be with Mr. Clean. I have become the friend with benefits.

I was goofing off on the internet tonight and desided to see if there was anyone on Match.com that I knew. I found 4 men, including Mr. Clean. He listed all the things that he likes to do and is looking for in his profile. All those things that we actually have in common. Long drives on a nice day, walking in DC, Art, Sailing or out on the lake in a power boat, travel. Active within a week, I am quite sad!! Damn why did I have to get so involved.

Yet lately I have been feeling very much like shit when it comes to him.

All the little things that you notice but don't exactly see cause you don't want too. And here I told myself over and over again that I wasn't going to get hurt by this guy. Who the hell was I trying to fool?

Please tell me is there anyone in this world that can be considered a nice guy?