Friends With Benefits

Well, I have turned into exactly what I didn't want to be with Mr. Clean. I have become the friend with benefits.

I was goofing off on the internet tonight and desided to see if there was anyone on Match.com that I knew. I found 4 men, including Mr. Clean. He listed all the things that he likes to do and is looking for in his profile. All those things that we actually have in common. Long drives on a nice day, walking in DC, Art, Sailing or out on the lake in a power boat, travel. Active within a week, I am quite sad!! Damn why did I have to get so involved.

Yet lately I have been feeling very much like shit when it comes to him.

All the little things that you notice but don't exactly see cause you don't want too. And here I told myself over and over again that I wasn't going to get hurt by this guy. Who the hell was I trying to fool?

Please tell me is there anyone in this world that can be considered a nice guy?